My attempt at being a baby mama...

My sisters birthday is coming up and I wanted a little help from my mom and Everly for gift ideas. My sister is very difficult to shop for! She always says she doesn't want anything whereas I am like here is my list for next year too! Anyway, I thought HOORAY!!! Shopping day with Everly for the first time. Boy was I in for a treat! First off, how do you moms with newborns do it?! I was literally a hot mess and sweating to death just trying to load her in the car, the stroller, the diaper bag and make sure to keep her happy of course. The thing is, she is the happiest baby so please tell me why a mom who has done this with twins is looking very amateur. I had Dennis get fixed this year because I felt like our boys are grown and I couldn't imagine starting over. After my sister had Everly I started to get baby fever! Oh no! Did I really just make Dennis get fixed for nothing?! Today I decided that I STAND BY MY DECISION FULLY! I'm pooped! Amen to all you moms who plan parties, post pictures where you all look put together, go on trips... SHIT, I mean going to Target! Sister you're a Trooper!! I haven't even done a night shift and I'm already bailing! My sister and mom make it look easy! Everyone knows I struggle with my boys growing up but now I'm starting to see the benefits of having teenagers! I'm happy with being just THEIR mom. I want you to know that I am strictly AUNTIE MEL, MELLY, MOM to ONLY Blake & Bryant, and I'M PERFECTLY OK WITH THAT!